wtf... I leave school for one day

So today I didn't go to school because my uncle died and I had to go to his funeral. I like to think of everyone at school as my people in my kingdom... more like I'm a dictator and I keep everyone in place. Yeah, I know what you're thinking "what the fuck, this girl is manipulative". Well to be honest every girl is manipulative whether you know it or not, they most definitely are. Only difference is, I'm open about it. BUT ANYWAY. So even though I don't want to admit it, I have feelings for Bill. Well today my friend Caroline sends me a snap of Bill and Jessie walking to lunch together. WHAT. THE. HELL. IM GONE FOR ONE DAY AND THEY'RE ACTING ALL BUDDY BUDDY AGAIN. I know I shouldn't be pissed. I'm just mad that I've been waiting for what seemed like forever for them to break up, but now they're being friends. What worries me the most is that the new guy Jessie is dating might be just a ploy to get Bill back together with her. Their relationship just seems fabricated. Idk that's my two cents for today.

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